Talk to me, Dance with me

yay look what i did! fun funf fun

oh yea i made it through work today btw and i m a little tired but i have threeee days offf!!!!! yaaaaayooo

fun pictures?

so im on about 3 and half hours of sleep, but for some unapparent reason, im not tired. Tony Wolfe posted a thing on myspace that says he stays up late and well so do i. and i do remember his phone not working a few weeks ago. but i thought id give it a try and see what he was doing. so he said he was down to hang out. so emmi picked me up and we went and got the ton-loc and got some mcdizzles and watched a realllly horrible movie that i thought was going to be decent, and then emmi went to be because she had class and tony and i stayed up til 8 this morning doing eachothers hair and talking all night long. the cool thing about this cat is he let me do his hair and hes not gay. lol what a trooper. hahah but yea it was fun/

I know how to post pictures on here now so maybe ill do that cuz i got my snazzy digital camera!. ohhhh
and if i could totally be a scrapbooker for the rest of my life i would be. because i already have three pages and its off the scale. what what!
okay hopefully ill make it through work today and then two days offff!!!! yeeeeeee!!!!!

ahh! im so back from cali, and have been for about a week and a half. I had such an amazing trip. IT was so needed and well deserved. IM bummed that i had to come back to the real world. I've been so busy with work and such lately. I have to work tomorrow til 9 and then I have three days off. :) stoooked. I went to the Waffle house for the "hardcore show". i felt a little out of place. with the straight-edgeness & vegan-ness. I dont really understand. Not to say that it was bad or wrong or to say everyone is like that. I think its pretty intresting infact. BUt its all new to me.
iM definatley been inlove with our kitty Noonie. ahh hes so soft and fluffy, yet fiesty. hehe and also my discman, yes i know im not hip with all the mp3 or ipod. but i can listen to my cds.

<3.

After a long days work i come home to semi-ripped mother, who is quite annoying might i say. and go into my room where i find a letter on my bed thats been opend. hmm who could it be from? oh only the government saying that my liscense has been suspensed or some bullshit. i have NO clue what this is all about. The only idea that iw ould have is my kinda accident on the way to bumbershoot. but i didnt do anything wrong my car just stoped and over heated. so i have to call tomorrow and find out what the hell is up. so mother thinks im hiding a ticket which makes me frusterated.
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on a lighter note... im off to california tommorrow! hallehlujah. or something close to that. itll be a good break from the tacoma . i need a change of scenery and break from work. i havent even packed. im delaying it too. the baby noonie (cat) is sleeping oh-so-peacefully on my bed. anyways my dad gave me some money for cali, thats nice of him. well, i'm going to get to bed here soon. everyone have a nice 4 days while im gone. and ill update you when i get back. i do know tomorrow when i fly , our plans include going to a gay club called tigerheat or something like that in LA. hehe should be fun. show them how this fag hag does it in tac town !

xoxo

I love....
-how i come home from work and my mom brother and i start singing queen for 10 minutes straight not really knowing the words well but it sounds awesome. and then one person will stop and two are left still singing anyomous words, then another persons stopped, leaving it just to be marcus who then sings sexual songs about my mom and don. which leave me nearly shittin myself.
-how marcus called me a dyke-o-saurus today.
-since i havent hung out with my friends lately all i do is talk about my family.
-i leave for california on thursday
-walking to work in the mornings
-honey mustard
-this one boy who comes in everyday to come through my line and all we say is hi and hows it going. but everyday he comes in. he buys beer, everyday, it kinda makes me sick how much beer he buys but maybe its just to come in my line? or maybe hes just always drunk when he comes in or i dont know. hes kinda cute.
I dislike....
-work sucks lately, long lines, mean looks, and dropping hot soup all over my checkstand.
-not having a car
-periods!!!!!!!!
-my new hair cut for 41$ that i could of done to myself. but i cut some more bangs so its cuter
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yea i really must be bored. this is all kinda corny but whatever/ eat it. lol grosse okay i just got done watchin Real World . i cant help but really like MJ his southern-ness which usually would kinda of bother me, i totally wanan just hug his big arms. which again would make me sick. but he has this charm.
and how cool is it that the gay guy is freakin the guy from ghost writter!!!!!
anyways. just thought id write some shizzlenizzle
latey mc bye bye

yes its been a while but i am alive and healthy. alot of shit has happened since who knows when i last wrote. but as of late i have been in chill mode. just hanging out mostly with my mom which is wierd but fun. these next few days i work until i go to CALIFORNIA to see JEss and hopefully Karly. im so excited i can nearly poop myself!! yipedipe doo. everyone seems to be hunky dory. and yea. ill hopefully write something more later since i got the internt back at mi mami's! whoo
miss all you internet folk,
hearts and squiggles

kelsey

its wednesday, at 1206 or something relatively close. I got off work about an hour and half ago, and will have to be back there at 9 tomorrow. its all good though. anyways, I met two really awesome girls and hunters & jordans the other night. They are Ashely and Erika, they both live in seattle. or recently moved, ashelys from redding, california, and erika is from st louie! but they met and are really good friends. They are alot of fun, ill probaly go up to seattle tomorrow to hang out with them. Anyways, i need to find an outfit to wear on saturday becasue its my cousins wedding, i hear its going to be really hot out. i am seriously officaly fuckin broke, it sucks. insurance rent cell phone everything i swear all comes at once. oh well. i work hard for my money. lol (geek) i need to work out or go for walks beacuse i dont feel healthy. im going to be moving home here soon, i hope amy finds a roomie soon. i do feel really bad for puttin her in the situation, but if i dont go i never will. and its the truth. well shiat. im going to try to head to bed here soon.
good night

im sittin here head phones on,no music playing. is that wierd? yea. well, just so you do know, there WAS music playing. i wish i could write in this more but im too busy with friends work and just enjoying everything. i am having such a good summer with all my girlfriends. luckily i have been capturing all the great moments on my cute little camera. lol i wish i could post them but i dont have a scanner. tomorrow is my day off, and what do we say to that!..... CHEEERs, go get my paycheck and get a coffee.. mmm!! so theres this boy around ive seen. and i just want to smooch him. my nailpolish is chipped, my hair is messy. its got some crazy colors going on. its not washed. but i feel fuckin great. i miss my dad. and i miss garrett. i want to be rich and i want my window to roll up in my car. but i did love the smell today after it rained. my mom misses me. i can tell. my room is messy but my clothes are finally clean. i want to meet a nice boy. i want him to tell me i smell lovely. i want a week off of work and lay in the sun all day with no worries. also i want to get my plane tickets for l.a. in september. i love it when the littles kitties look at me like im fuckin nuts.

let me be differnt
let me try
let me love you
dont ask why

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yea yea yea!

yea i slack. im always too tired to write and complain about all the silly things that happen in my life; but i can say right now im super happy. My friends are home were all having such a good time. i am becoming less boy crazy. WHOO.

anywho.. today was great. worked. then went a saw my mother! always fun, then went and hung out with my dad and went to the taste with him and step mom and her sister and then my little brother. had a really good time. my dad makes me laugh
/ and then kari and i went to MSM. fuck yeaaaaaa!

then to Jess'and drove around and here i am waiting for my laundry to get done. skibby yippy yo. ill be going back home here soon. im looking forward to that!

i have some undercover inventions on the way, and soon will be released to the public. it will be awesome. just wait. and well i have the next two days off. i seriously need some sleep before i die. and we all know that would not be good. hehehahaha
good night!
kjm

so tonight was great.
it was a second date. and i seriously couldnt have asked for a better date. hes is fuckin ridculiously sweet & super cute. i got out there about 730 maybe and we talked for an hour and then decieded to go get some icecream, and then we walked around for about an hour just talking and talking. then we decieded to go back to his apt and watch a movie. (charlies Angels) we continuley talked and got to know each other better. we cuddled a bit so that was nice. then about 1245 i decieded to go home. he walked me out have me a hug and peck.! hehe no makeyoutie. which is really good. and i said well give me a call when... and he said when im thinkin about you. and i said deal. then he told me to drive safe and shut my door. he is such a gentlemen! and is soo cute to me. how cool would it be if things were to work out. i would be one happy girl. i hope i am able to see him soon. :) i shall update..

im so gidddddddddddy

so i went on a blind date. yes,yes, i did. his name was jon. val and her b/f bill set me up with him. Jess & i went to visit val after we went to donnie darko @ the grand cinema. and we were talking and some how it was decieded that me and this guy " JON" meet. Bill (vals b/f_) works with jon. so i met him on saturday. it was bill val and theyre friends julie and stephan. i was nervous andsuper tired. so i wasnt really in such a great mood. but then i finally got over it. so i got there LATE, and there is a great detailed story which is kinda funny. but i dont want ot go into it. and anways jon is totally cute tall super fucking nice. so were going bowling. and it kinda broke the ice. he asked questions which is good cuz i feel like i always do that/ and lonng story short. he paid for my bowling HOW NICE! and then we exchanged phone numbers. and he called me last night and we talked for a bit. and decieded that we were going to hang out on tuesday. YAY! and so i talked to him tonight and i think im going to go out to F-dub where he lives. im super excited and nervous. well see what happens. hopefully good things! okay jessica is over staying the night. so i gotta go talk to her. good night all.
ps. most of this did not make anysense mostyl because im tired and the giddyness is taking over. :)

.... i stopped by moms house a day or so ago after work. i didnt know that her friends were over there. so we got to talking about how and what im doing? they didnt seem to think what i was doing was wrong or bad, which made me feel good. and they didnt give me "the lecture" they just told me to take into consideration what they were saying. so here i am sitting at the screen kind of dazed, and just thinkin about what exactly i am doing? i have a job, take care of myself(although just gettin by),& pay rent for a apartment. and well yea thats about it. and right, theres nothing wrong with that. but im not satisfied. although i have slacked on gettin prepared and gettin the ball moving, i want comfort, the comfort that im looking for in boys which i obviously cant find. but the comfort for myself. i lack confidence which sucks, i tell myself i cant do something when likely i can. im just lazy. i need postive re-inforcements. i continuely tell myself that money is such a big issue. i have to get over the fact that my parents cant help me out, rather then sit and feel sorry for myself. which i caught myself doing while talking to my moms friends. i know i keep probaly bullshittin about this. but i know once i get roolling i will continue to rooll. as for everything else life is great. i just need a plan.

can i just get a bow chicka bow low dow skow now !?
last or tonight was ridiculos.
ridiculous=good, and i mean WELLLY GOOD

boy craze faze..
Can someone please explain to me why I am so boy crazy right now? In a sense its kind of humorous, but then i think okay its really not that cool. So the whole thing with jordan was going perfect. and then this last weekend i got a little drunk and he was stoned, and we ended up kissin and cuddling the whole night. (don t worry you sickos emmi was in the bed too) I mean it wasnt that big of deal at first, cuz the next day we went a took his dog for a walk at the waterfront and everything was cool. like back to normal. but then last night i went to his house drunk and... the same thing happend. I suppose i could be making a bigger deal then necessary. But i have to look out for myself. Although i said. is this a bad thing? and he was like well.. i can be. So Im thinking i dont want to ruin anything with him. i guess it just sucks him living a bout 3 seconds away. here he is. i dont know if its a good pic or not.
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But im thinking maybe i should just totally find a hobby or something to take my mind in another direction than boys! cuz it seems to be gettin me no where.!

i lack a ton of sleep lately. I used to be pretty good about going to bed now but its hard for me to get to bed before three.

famdamily: everyone seems to be hunky-fuckin dorey! yahoo.. my brother gets cooler and cooler everytime i see him.<3 he wants me to chaperone one of his field trips to enchanted village. i had the teacher in middle school and she said she looks at me as a daughter. lol that was funny.

WOrk- YAY kelsey got a raise!! WHO YOU ROOLING WITH!? oh and DON my moms b/f said that if i learn some of his new hardware on his computer for his buisness i could work for him 1 day away by doing booking shit. so thats pretty cool. ohh and my boss gave me the next weekend off so i could go to CANDIA! for emmis bday!! im stokkkkkkked to the maxxxxxium!

Friends- one by one they keep on a coming home! yay! just been hanging out with emmi a ton having a blast.
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hehe. thanks to danny! i know how to do it. hopefully it worked. anyways i have to work hella soon! yikes! eww i cant be lieve i just wrote hella. please forgive me but im too lazy to edit it. hehe. good night

just seeing if this works


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todays mothers day. i feel really bad i didnt get to see mi mama. she called me two times singing "its mothers day, its my day" lol and i still havnet got her anything. but hopefully tomorrow i will get to see her! I do believe my dad is in arizona checking out some property. wierd. but oh well. so i called my moms house to talk to her and someone answers and its all deep and not familar sounding. and i said uhh... whos this? and he said MARCUS. i was like holy shit that does not sound like you. hes 13 and souunds atleast 16 its crazy. i dont want my lil bro gettin big. he is funny as shit these days. a bit of a perv but i guess they all go through that stage. anyhow i have the next two days off. WHOO. tomorrow i dont know hwats planned. and then tuesday i think megadeath annie and i are headed to seattle! wordddd. okay i should go its gettin late.

hey whats up. long time i no writey! hehe anywho. i just been pretty busy. trying to take care of myself. lol you know pay bills, its sucks but oh well. well i had a long talk with annie today. aparently i have no right to get mad at friend for not callin me for 3 days or seomthing . but i didnt know i was "mad" about that. lol i guess i dont expect much from people any more. we are all gettin older and as for me i have alot of responsiblities, and try to take care of myself as best as i can. i suppose thats why i havent been doing such a good job keeping in contact with those who really care about me. i do feel horrible for being so lame.

well as for the boy situation. jordan and i talked about everything a week ago or so, and decieded itd be best if we just stayed friends. usually the kelsey i know or the guys i ve hung out with id probaly never hear from again. luckily this guys is really normal and super cool. so im totally glad we can still be buddies. i mean shit him and his roomates moved 2 seconds away, and ive talked to him everyday since then. so its really cool how things worked out. hes a great guy, but just not for me.
well my friend bobby in oregon i hooooope will get this internship in seattle. cuz that would be way coooool. hes totally my internt b/f right now. haha and we draw pictures for each other all the time, and hes going to be my husband when and hopeuflly if he moves here. lol we have our whole life planned. hah so silly but fun.

well i had a great three days off. and actually i kinda of missed work. esp sunday sincec these hot boys come in and always come through my line. but yea lol god i really am boy crazy. well i should hit the hay. it was nice updating maybe i should doit more. i hope everyone is happy. jake prom looked fuun! garrett busy boy! finally got emmi on myspace! and who else reads this shit... ohh shawn wassup duddddddddde! hope all is well. yea i think thats about it.
gooooooooood night all.